Sunday, July 4, 2004

body chemistry

One of the nifty side effects of my pregnancy has been the Technicolor dreams. I have astonishingly vivid dreams, dreams set against Kubla Khan landscapes and described by fragmented echoes of Ginsbergian dialogue.

I have stood at the top of vast undulating prairie hills that stretch away to a crystalline ocean below. Ice cold winds have blown against my face. I have felt the thunder of a wild herd of Appaloosas roar through me. I have swooped over silent forests and down into Alpine valleys. Last night I dove, deep, deep, streaking down into cold blue water, accompanied by bejeweled, unblinking fish.

LSD has nothing on my own hormones. I should bottle this stuff and sell it at Grateful Dead concerts.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ah. Few things are quite like a Dead concert (we all *know* that I am that old!). :)

I'm not sure that your dreams are purely a function of your hormones (of course, I'm also not sure they're not!), but whatever their source, they sound totally awesome.

I love the feeling that comes through your entries; I sense such pure joy.  It's so cool.

Anonymous said...

Thanks, Denise. I *am* pretty damn happy these days. :)