Sunday, May 30, 2004

the sound of silence

My law review submission isn't totally done yet. The submission packet requires excessive amounts of copies and I still have to check all my citations again, but I'm over the hump as far as the majority of the work.

A few days before I started on my entry, Heidi wrote an entry about how isolating she found the write-on competition at her school. I hadn't started yet on my submission, but I'm glad she wrote it. It was a good warning.

The write-on submission has been hard, not so much because of the topic or the citations but because it's such lonely work. As Heidi said, it's isolating. The rules of the competition forbid discussion with anybody about anything law review. The most I have managed is a vague complaint about the amount of work and there's only so much generic, unidentified whining that can be done in a conversation.

Until I was forbidden from any legal conversation I hadn't realized how much I talked about law with my friends on a daily basis. While I miss the serious conversations in which we puzzled out new areas of law, I miss the jokes about a tort case or mock despair at the intricacies of civil procedure more. It's the daily interaction that I miss.

I didn't expect to run into this. I'm a solo studier. I never jointly prepared an outline or a brief, never joined any official study groups, and never went to any of the discussion groups or review sessions that my school offers. The only "official" joint studying that I did was practice exams: whenever I took a practice exam, I scheduled it for when one or more of my classmates was taking it and we discussed the results.

But what I realize now is that while I didn't do any official joint studying, I engaged in a tremendous amount of informal interaction that undoubtedly helped me learn during the year. As I wrote earlier, I liked my classmates, and I regularly chatted with most of them. I shared my outlined topics and notes freely with those who asked, and my classmates likewise shared back where I had questions. It wasn't formal, but, I realize now, it was substantial.

I suspect I would make a very bad novice nun in an order that has taken a vow of silence. I'm ready to throw in the towel after a week in which conversation is forbidden on one topic only. Very, very bad silent nun material.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I know exactly what you mean. Working with other people irritates me because of my own random way of studying. But I do pick up things, not only in supervisions, but also because we'll crack stupid jokes or ask each other dumb questions.

We don't have anything like a write on, but I've noticed that EVERYBODY seems to be doing it.

Anonymous said...

I think the write-on is really common here -- I think most law schools do it.

And I agree, my method of studying is random and not suited to other people, but I do love me some good law jokes!

Anonymous said...

The best jokes we came up with were for Roman Law. There was this emancipation process known as mancipatio, we changed it, to be indicative of the entire syllabus as MANKY-patio. Sad, I know.

Anonymous said...

Actually eerily reminiscent of the jokes we made in civil procedure... very bad. :)